My Heart Hurts

well comrades
the cat is out of the bag. i have applied to a programme at humber college. it is a very competitive graduate certificate programme, and if i got into it, it would totally change my life. seriously. so its pretty exciting and its a pretty big deal. but its also pretty stressful. i dont want to get my hopes up. i had the interview a week ago. i just checked my status on their website and i almost had a complete meltdown just logging on. way too stressful. anyway im still under review, so i figure thats good, i havent been turned down yet anyway. anyway i guess thats all for now. im too distracted to write something more interesting.